You have done a good job for years my friend, and I totally understand you.
Things (and stuff) should be fun, when it's not, you should do other things (and stuff). Otherwise you feel that your time isn't your time after a while.
This is what happened to me, and I just cut all of it off cold. It seems to have helped (a little), look at me, I've already spent almost 2 hours on EAB tonight! (woow...
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Go have fun! Your time is for you